It’s a new week again, and some things has changed. Lotsa things actually. The perspectives some people shared with me regarding various matters recently, brought some new insights into life for me. And sometimes I really wonder, the “times” we’re living in, also known commonly as the “postmodern culture”. So was it the times who made the people for who they are? Or are we the ones who created and make the times? Hrms, just something to ponder about.

Anyways, had a wonderful lunch last Sun at Takashimaya’s Pepper Lunch with Jimmy. I ordered one of their signature dish, the Hamburger Steak with Egg set, derived from their japanese menu selection of beef and chicken dishes. It was my first time at Pepper Lunch, and been such a japanese beef freak (I love Yoshinoya!) of course I was damn elated to try out their food. Turns out my expectations were not wrong, they were indeed very good. As in, really good. If we don’t take into consideration of the price difference between Yoshinoya and Pepper Lunch, I would definitely go for the latter.

So all talk aside, may I present you the pictures of my scrumptious meal, the Hamburger Steak with Egg combo meal with Miso soup.

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Hey guys, I’m back. So how’s everyone doing? Anyway, today’s entry will consist of alot of photos that was taken on my birthday and yesterday. I just decided to have a photos galore kind of entry for today, cause this kind of event coverage is best left to the pictures to do the talking, instead of having myself babbling here and there, and boring you guys with my kind of talk and description etc, heh.

And before you proceed, do take note that since there will be alot of pictures for this entry, it will definitely take a longer time to load. So just sit back and enjoy the pictures, shall we begin now? (^ ^)

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Ahoy! Yeah I’m back, so sorry guys for MIAing, it has been slightly more than a week since I last blogged. My mind was filled with too many abundant thoughts and many complicated emotions, so I thought I should take a short break from this. Thanks for asking and showing me concern especially from my friends during the past few days, I might not have fully recovered yet, but I think I should be pretty alright now. But anyway just a warning, this following entry might have aplenty of incoherent thoughts, mindless rants and also crude languages in it, you have just been warned. Click the top right cross button if you do not wish to read any of these, or you can continue to read on if you don’t mind at all, thank you for your understanding. (^ ^)

Anyway, I’m probably late on this, but congrats to both Weilian and Kelly in the 绝对SuperStar Finals (aka Project SuperStar) on the 1st of September, that was held at Singapore Indoor Stadium. It doesn’t matter to me that night who was the final winner, and I didn’t vote for either of them, but I was rooting for Kelly all these while, since the day when I noticed her in Project SuperStar. She has the looks, good decent vocals, definitely a very marketable singer idol, no doubt about that. Would definitely be buying her debut album when it’s out, I didn’t get her single EP cos my sis already bought it, so yeah. She’s currently signed under Universal Music, and Weilian’s signed under Play Music. Hope both of them will have a bright future ahead with their new-found dream and all the best with their debut album sales! *cheers*

On to other topics, I recently updated my wardrobe, again. Shopping therapy always works for me, sometimes I really feel like I’m a woman. *bleh* So shop here shop there, actually wanted to find a decent pair of Nike Dunk Highs, in the end I actually spent quite abit on shirts and pants instead. No fixed clothing labels for me, I usually tend to see what’s nice when I go shopping, and if I find the price pretty affordable and worth-while, it’s coming with me back home. My usual fashion style preference are pretty laid-back, I go for casual-wear mostly with a sense of style in them. I don’t really splurge on designer wear labels, but most of my fashion wear are from clothing labels like U2, Samuel & Kevin, Domanchi, Bright House and The Other Side. The clothing label The Other Side has been garnering pretty good praises and publicity recently on the local ST papers, they’re been mentioned mostly on the Urban section articles. I think just today I saw one of their reviews on the Urban section, they had some of the clothing label’s blazers reviewed, most of them are pretty nice-looking I thought. Prices are pretty affordable too, most of them are under the $49.90 or $69.90 categories. T-shirts might be much cheaper, I forgot. The prices I listed are for pants/jeans and long/short sleeved shirts. Anyway in case you have no idea where this clothing shop is located, it’s at Orchard’s Cineleisure 2nd floor, the one just facing opposite Pasta-mania restaurant, you can’t miss it. Talked to the male owner of the shop abit, their original line of fashion wear and designers are based off Hong Kong, so this clothing label shouldn’t be too unfamiliar to those who frequent HK alot, and are into fashion wear as well.

Anyway, so much for the fashion talk. Still haven’t found the pair of Nike Dunks that I want, the one I really wanted and costs a hefty $299 bucks was actually sold out. (-_-)'’ And they don’t specifically bring in the current series again even if they’re sold out, it’s always waiting for a new season series for the next new stocks. And there’s really only one shop in the whole of Queensway shopping mall that sells the premium range of Nike Dunk Highs, really nice ones. So dang it, I just have to wait till next month, go back to that shop again, and see what new Nike Dunk series they offer. Or probably I should just go straight online and import shoes in myself? Online shopping is da thang now you know? You can buy almost anything online now, without getting ripped off, maybe the shipping fee would kill only, that’s all. Sigh, what a dilemma.

And the past few days’ shopping sprees, was not entirely for myself only, it was also for the sake of my beloved friends. Why you might ask? Cos I have a freaking god-damn bunch of friends whose birthdays falls on the current same month as me. (._.)'’ Nb power right? But anyway, that’s not an issue lah, I buy not because I feel obliged to buy for them, but because I consider them to be my true friends and I appreciate them for who they are, so I want them to be happy. The presents or gift I give is not really that important, but it’s a token and a show of appreciation I show to my friends, for the love and concern they had been showering me with, all these while. BUT, do not doubt my friendship even if you do not receive a prezzie from me on your birthday, it could be because I was too broke, or it could also be due to the reason that I really have no idea what to get for you, thus a simple happy birthday sms or call, with my thoughts and wishes from me, should suffice I guess? Yeah, might sound abit lame to you, but honestly this is what I think. We should always look BEYOND the surface, dunch ya think? (^ ^)

Anyway, my expenses for this month are pretty heavy. What with the present preorders of my Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children Pieces limited edition, the first pressing of the normal DVD edition of the same title, the UMD version of the same title, the Original Soundtrack of the same title, and also lastly but not least, my most anticipated PSP game title of this season, Ghost in the Shell SAC: Territory of Hunter. (yeah I’m a huge GITS fan) Yeah so you can probably guess how much all these would cost, so I believe I do not need to scare you off with the exact cost amount here. The low-downs of the sacrifices I have to undertake? An all-time low record in my bank account, out-of-bounds to nice and expensive restaurants (grr I wanna go Ichibantei!) and also, spending less on weekends, meaning for this month I would have to stay home mostly on weekends, if possible. What a bummer. Looks like I have to start selling off my idol gravure and anime DVDs to recoup my losses man, and the fact that I’m not working currently is even more demoralising. Let’s hope I can get a pretty decent part-time bento once I’m done with my O’s, have to start replenishing back all that money into my bank account, if not my financial situation is gonna get much worse. *sweats*

And finally, not to forget, today’s Jimmy’s (gupster) 23rd birthday. Omedetto Otanjoubi man! One of my best good-buddy buddy friend I got to know through one of the local gaming community, we had alot of things in common and both of us are Virgos, so yeah fate probably pushed us together. Went through lotsa ups and downs together, and we still managed to be friends till now, even though we didn’t know each other for very long. Hey bro, just wanna say it’s really nice to be able to meet you, thanks for been my friend, and yeah, looking forward to seeing you later at your birthday bash. And how can I even forget this, since ya my honey, I’m gonna give you a birthday KISS tonight! Wahahaha…ok crap, I’m just joking, lmao. But hey, you dare anot? (something for you to ponder lol)

Ok that’s all for tonight, it’s late and I need to sleep. Good nights gentlemen, monsieur aaron will be back to smack more ass. (or kick more ass, whatever)

Facts of the Day: To whom it may concern, I’m not giving up yet…this is just the start of my journey, my marathon. Wait for me, and I’ll prove myself to you.

Will try to keep this short and sweet, since it’s pretty late. By concidence, I met Shaun and his gf, Jun at Bugis Junction’s MOS Burger this afternoon, while I was out chilling with Jimmy (seizure). Happy to see him, even though it’s just for a short while. Hey bro, catch up with you soon ok? And glad to see you in ‘live-action’ again, and Jun of course. (^ ^)

So me and Jimmy were chilling at MOS Burger, having my fav milk tea and his strawberry shake, and catching up on each other’s lives. It was great hanging out and talking to him, since we had so much in common. Looking forward to chilling out with you again bro, hehe.

After that we headed to Suntec, cause I wanted to go Royce to buy some chocolates, since I promised someone the other night. It was my first time buying, so after some sampling I bought two boxes, an au lait flavour and champagne flavour each, one for my girl buddy and one for her. Then after that accompanied Jimmy to Citylink back to Cityhall, since he had to go off to meet up with his friend. After that went to HMV to chill for awhile, before I headed back to Bugis to meet Pris and her friend Winfred and Patrick. Had a pretty long talk with Pris, it was good, since didn’t see her for quite awhile. Think she pretty liked the chocolates as well, she tried one on the spot when I opened it up for her to try it, hehe. Am quite happy, and it’s nice to see Patrick as well, since this was not the first time we had met, actually got to know each other already previously through Michelle and his bf Stan, the other night when we joined them for Zouk. After some hasty last minute decisions, we decided to catch the show Red Eye at the Bugis Cineplex. A pretty B-grade suspense thriller if you asked me, haha but oh well, I watched it for the company. (^ ^);

After the movie we parted our ways, since Patrick has to send Pris home, while I had to wait for her. She was celebrating her friend’s birthday at Kbox, cause she told me she has to stay past midnight probably, I decided to take the train back first, and headed to Pasir Ris’ 24hr kopi-tiam for supper, had my fav hokkien mee again with pork meatballs soup. Hmm yummy yum-yum! Then after supper she was already on the way back on cab so waited for her downstairs under her blk. So when she was finally back, we stayed downstairs and had a pretty long conversation again. Haha it’s always lotsa stuffs to talk, and I’m really happy when I’m with her. She tried the chocolates I gave her, and she really liked the chocs, save the wrapping details, cause if I included that she would probably kill me, nonetheless it was hilarious and amusing, haha. Kinda melted my heart actually, the way she smiled, it was already enough to send me into a state of karma ectasy. It’s like she just takes my breath away, the way she laughs, the way she talks. Haha ok enough mushy details. All I can say is, she totally makes my world alright again.

More to come. My life’s so bright now, that I hope this happiness would never leave me ever again. If only I can be this happy, every single day. May my world be filled with love and karma again. monsieur-aaron signing out. =))

“Love is a lot like wine: smooth, high, and sweet.”

Today was kind of an unfruitful day for me, woke up about late noon. Didn’t do much studying either, was feeling pretty slacked, probably cause it was a Friday, and I wasn’t really in the mood to face my books. Pretty much bummed myself infront of my PC, thinking of ideas for my portfolio designs, and then some chatting here and there with friends on MSN via Trillian. Pretty boring day.

Anyway, I finally got myself to finish GITS Stand-alone Complex 2nd GIG yesterday night. Like fucking finally. After 3 long months of watching the series in btw here and there, it’s finally concluded and came to an end, so much for the mind-twisting plots and friggin’ politics going on inside it. And what really surprised me at the end, is that as suspected, there really was some kind of emotional ties going on between Kuze and Motoko. That said, I feel that LMF really did a good job at subbing the series, but I just couldn’t wait that long for them to finish the rest of the episodes after 23, so I downloaded the rest of the episodes from HuH, which pales in comparison in terms of the encoding and subbing quality of course. Very tempted to buy the 1st and 2nd GIG DVDs for collection, a very good anime series to sit down and watch, though it ain’t everyone’s cup of tea definitely, since in my opinion it has one of the most mind-swirling plots, political issues and complicated sci-fi theories to be tackled with, in the anime. Still, the visual treats are something to be rewarded with, kudos to Production I.G studio for doing such a great job behind it, as well as the great soundtracks coupled with the great vocal talents of Yoko Kanno and Scott Matthew.

And on a dismaying side-note, it seems like one of my anticipated games for the US release on the PSP, is getting really mediocre reviews. Death Jr. developed by Backbone Entertainment, will be published by Konami and is slated for release next week. So far, several game sites have previewed it and it ain’t looking too good. Oh well, things are looking bad enough for the current state of PSP game releases already in my opinion. These 2 to 3 months has been a pretty dry period for the portable platform, with almost no releases worth mentioning. Honestly I doubt the situation would turn for the better until end of this year at least, for now I think the Nintendo DS has a upper-hand on the situation, with very strong and steady stream of games releases situated, and it’s also one of the reasons why I prefer my DS all these while for gaming. Talking about the DS, I’m heading down to Gamescore tomorrow to collect my Jump Super Stars which I preordered sometime back. And they are gonna have a JSS wireless multi-player session tomorrow outside the shop too, would be interesting to say the least. Can’t wait to try out the game tomorrow, I’m meeting up with Ronald too who has already bought and played the game, so probably can ask him to guide me along the game. (^ ^);

So it’s the weekends again. Will be meeting up with Jerm and Kaiwei for dinner later in the evening in downtown, haven’t seen them since X’mas last year, quite happy to be able to catch up with them again. Kaiwei just recently ORDed, omedetto man my friend! NSmen liao, mai play play liao ah, hurhurhur. Jerm ain’t too far off also, just a few more months to endure and your chance will be here, take it easy brother, your time will come soon hehe. Can’t wait to see them, probably have lotsa stuffs to catch up on. Ok time for bed. Good nite everyone, and enjoy your weekend ahead. (whoever you are heh)

Well well well, so Singapore is finally big o’ fourty now. We’ve been enjoying 40 good years of independance, prosperity and peace and I’m sure damn glad to be part of this little proud country located on the globe. As I’m slowly shaping up to be a responsible young adult and hopefully in future, a successful local entrepreneur too, I sincerely wish to see certain things here that would improve eventually, like the public transport system (SMRT still doesn’t improve during peak hours, and accidents still happen) as well as some other political issues here and there (which can be found on the Home section of the ST papers occasionally) and not to forget the recent NKF organisation issue that took place, hoping in future things will make for a better turn with a more reformed system in place and all that, so as to make this country a better place for everyone to co-exist and live in. All in all, I think it’s still very important to appreciate and be contented with what we have currently at present, and how things are slowly shaping up to an improvement, slowly but gradually.

Aside from that, recently things in my life ain’t exactly on the right track, or should I say optimistic. Usually, I always think of myself as a happy-go-lucky kind of person, but recently I don’t seem to be able to put or fit myself into that characteristic anymore. Am I slowly shaping up to be a different person? Maybe. Perhaps it’s the environment, or perhaps it’s just the people around me, that caused the change in me to that effect. I don’t deny, sometimes I’m quite influenced by the people I hang around with, but all in all I think I’m still trying to be myself, and not ‘faking’ to be someone else I’m not. It’s just like, you’re trying hard not to create a pseudo of yourself, but sometimes you do see an ‘alternative’ image of your own self while you’re with others. Does it sound familiar to you? If so, you might have been in this kind of scenario before, probably due to your peers around you, or mainly because of that particular situation or circumstances you’re in, that’s all. Some things just can’t be helped, I guess.

Anyway, let’s talk about happier stuffs shall we? Let’s talk about food. I haven’t really been checking out the latest fast-food chain or restaurant in downtown, but if there’s anything new in my food dictionary at the current moment that I haven’t tried out, it’s gotta be Pepper Lunch and Carl’s Jr. To my knowledge, Pepper Lunch is based off the Japanese fast-food joint in Japan, which serves mainly teppanyaki BBQ food. They have grilled steaks, hamburger plates in very nice decent servings, at least from the menu I have seen on their website. Looks pretty oiishi, no? Do check it out soon, only one outlet so far and it’s located at the basement of Takashimaya.

Now let’s move on to Carl’s Jr, which is based off the popular American fast-food joint in US. I think I’m pretty late on this one, cause most of my friends have told me they had already tried this one, compared to Pepper Lunch. It’s something like Burger King, they serve burgers in huge servings, at least 1.5 times that of BK’s Whopper, for example. And for $10.50, you get a combo set meal which includes a small packet of fries and free-flow soda. Ahh, free-flow of soda? Sounds nice to me, no more of that one-dollar stupid top-up crap at Subway. Still, I think for american-style burgers, nothing beats Billy Bombers. But I guess I will find time to try Carl’s Jr someday. At present there’s 2 outlets, one at Marina Square and another at FE Plaza if I’m not wrong.

Guess I will stop here for tonight. I have a couple more stuffs to write about, but I guess I will leave those for tomorrow, will make time to blog again. Till then adios and enjoy the holiday minna-san! (^ ^)

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“This above all: to thine own self be true. And it must follow, as the night to the day. Thou canst not then be false to any man.”

Heyaa guys I’m back! I really should make it a point to update this once a week, if not it really defeats the purpose for this new layout and new look for my blog. Been quite busy for e past few days, juggling between my studies and building up my portfolio designs. Yes I have finally started on building up my portfolio, just trying to do some when creativity strikes me or when I’m just absolutely bored or having some private time on my own. That said, I would concentrate and focus on building up my full portfolio most probably after my exams are over, since my studies are main priorities for now. Been pretty much reading up alot on Literature recently, just like the above quote is just one of the few famous sentences extracted from one of the William Shakespare series, titled To Thine Own Self Be True.

Anyway, had a pretty good day today. Went out to chill downtown with Jimmy and Brandon. Haven’t seen them for almost a month, am glad they’re doing good. We went NYDC at Orchard next to Heeren to chill, I was actually pretty hungry since I didn’t had lunch earlier on, so I ordered a sandwich and blended mocha, while Jimmy had some pretty nice sundae pie, named Jedi Mudpie. Pretty wacky menu name if u ask me, haha. And I almost fell over laughing when the waiter was taking our orders, cos when Jimmy was placing his order, the waiter jokingly asked him if he preferred a Yoda or Obi-wan serving for his Jedi Mudpie, which was amusingly funny. The food was pretty good, I kinda loved my sandwich. It’s actually served with some roasted chicken and barbeque sauce and some other toppings which I forgotten what it was. So while we are at it, we chatted and updated ourselves with each other lives, and I also got the chance to check out the PSP’s firmware version 2.0 interface and features, thanks to Jimmy. I haven’t got the chance to upgrade my yet, but I would most prob be keeping my at firmware version 1.50 as of now, since I would like to try out the various emulators and stuffs in future, as I’m really interested to try out Chrono Trigger on my PSP after my exams. I will leave the future PSP games I would like to play and the firmware version 2.0 features to my to-be-purchased white edition PSP when it comes out for sale in September in Japan, since I really like the white color edition, so it sorta kills two birds with one stone. ^ ^;

So good things aside, I’m pretty depressed recently as well. My friendship with my girl buddy has been pretty rocky recently, due to some different opinions and minor misunderstandings here and there. No doubt we can compromise abit on our part ourselves, but sometimes when both of us tried to be frank with each other, either one of us gets very unfavorable responses or debates which gets us nowhere. So I said some pretty harsh words to her just now, cos I really got pissed off with her for her indecisiveness and her reluctance on accepting constructive comments, when I meant what I’m supposed to say. And now she’s angry with me, with tears and such after a quarrel on e phone, which I’m kinda regretting now if I shouldn’t have said those words to her in e first place. Still, what’s done is done. I would probably apologise to her tomorrow during our dinner meet-up, but I just wanna say I mean what I say, I’m a person of principle, you know me well enough. I don’t say things for no reason, and I still stand by my own words, I won’t take them back out of apathy or because you think I shouldn’t feel that way. Whether you accept my criticism anot, end of the day I just wanna let you know I’m just been frank with you, that’s all. I don’t like to and don’t wish to be fake to anyone in my life, at any point in my life. You’re my good friend and I treat you as one, so I hope I can be frank with you with my opinions, at any circumstances or situations. If you want me to think and perceive like how your other friends expected of you, I would say why not try and let yourself think and perceive why others would come to expect of you, how you wanna be, with different kinds of expectations from everyone, be it friends or family. Complicated, no? The bottom-line here is, be true to yourself and your friends, not trying to have that holier-than-thou attitude at times. In this case, despite our differences I know deep down inside my heart, ya still the girl I know, and you know I love you, cos you’re my beloved girl buddy. =))

Ok time to hit the sack, will update more again over the weekend, if I have the time. Hope everyone’s all well in life, and do have a nice and enjoyable weekend ahead of you, oyasumi minna-san. (^ ^)

Woot! Yesss everyone I’m finally back with a refreshing and new blogging platform! I must say that Wordpress 1.5 is damn freaking solid. Did some reading up abt it for e past few days, and I decided to dive in and migrate to it after some contemplating, but it was indeed worth it. The features and control scheme is awesome, not to forget I have more control and security over my blog now. Another reason would also be it will be easier for me to archive and sort out my entries since it’s based on PHP database, and since I have my own domain, all the more things are made easy for me. Surprisingly it’s quite easy to use and manage too, and the best thing about it? I was able to import and keep my posts and comments from blogger, cool stuff. I did met with some hiccups like deciding what combination of colors and skin theme to use for my new layout though, but it’s no biggie that cannot be resolved. (^ ^)V

And I finally settled on using this theme based on the japanese drama Orange Days which I had just finished last month. It’s a real touching drama which centers around 5 young adults who are in the midst of graduating from college and stepping into the work society faced with tougher difficulties and new challenges in life. I could totally relate to the scenarios inside the show, perhaps because it’s just like what I’m facing currently right now? (^ ^)”’ My sis is also currently watching this jdrama too, and I think she really likes it, since the female lead inside the jdrama is playing as a character who used to be a promising musician but lost her hearing in the midst of her promising future, and how she finally managed to overcome her difficulties in life. Very touching stuffs, it’s one of those few jdramas which I would rank as my Top 5s, together along with my other fav titles like Beach Boys, Beautiful Life, Great Teacher Onizuka and H2 ~Kimi to ita Hibi~.

Anyway, I’m pretty sleepy right now and have some other stuffs to do, so I shall end my entry here. Till then, take care everyone and do have a nice weekend ahead! Signing out…and do leave me some doodles please??

Exams are approaching. Having my Chinese paper next mth. LC & Oral actually. Received the full timetable and schedule slip already. Tension is slowly building up inside me. I have been pretty much laid back these few months, but this is like the final straw for me. Gonna mug the books hard and get ready for hell to break loose. Bring it on, for the masquerade awaits me. The fruits of chaos waiting to be savored by me.

Anyway, sorry for the short hiatus. This is not a blog leave on purpose. I didn’t lose my flair for writing either. I actually do have quite alot of stuffs to write about, but I always seem to have stuffs to do, so I decided to just push my blogging aside. Life has been good. Caught a few good movies. Chilling with my company of good friends. I even went back to clubbing a few days ago with my girl buddy. Zouk was alright, I guess. Haven’t been there for quite awhile, was there last Fri with Pris, Michelle and her bf. Saw lotsa hot babes, but not gonna go into details about that, haha. Overall it was quite enjoyable, I actually went there because of Pris since she wanted company, and also I enjoy dancing so I was thinking why not. 28 bucks for only two hours there was a disaster though, I would have preferred going KTV instead if I had a choice. Guess clubbing ain’t really my cup of tea anymore, heh guess I really did changed afterall. (^.^'’)

And what else? I finally bought my Sony NW-HD5 HDD-Walkman. It was launched on the 18th this month, and because of my purchase @ Juzz 1 at Funan I also got a pretty nifty 50 bucks iPod Shuffle for cheap, good deal ya? I gave the iPod Shuffle to my Mum in the end, figured that since she has no MP3 player this would do her good. A pretty basic DAP though, it’s not to my taste but having tested the SQ with my canalphones, it was pretty decent. The controls are pretty intuitive too which is an advantage, explained to my Mum about the controls etc in less than 5 minutes and she got the hold of it pretty much. The ability to be able to use it as a thumbdrive comes in useful as well, 50 bucks for a 512Mb thumbdrive is a real bargain I say.

Things aside, I had been thinking about lotsa stuffs recently. Dreams. Horizon. Friends. Love. Life. Pondering on random thoughts. Broken memories, some good, some bad. Aplenty of questions. Still seeking for various answers. Sometimes I think we really think too much. I use ‘we’ because it happens to each and everyone of us. Sometimes we just blatantly question our existence in life, even though we are living and making the best out of it. Foolish? Maybe. Pointless? Maybe not. Sometimes it’s only having thoughts like this, that makes you what you are. Dreaming about dreams. Craving for accomplishing that certain goal or satisfying that desire of yours. Without these, life would probably be so defunct, so frigid dull and a waste to live. But having said these, sometimes too much of questioning seems to be able to create alternative problems instead. Just another random thought of my, heh don’t mind me.

Whatever it is, I just hope I can be always happy. I realised that most of the time, we seem to be asking too much. Way too much really. Perhaps we should just be contented with what we have. Frankly I’m pretty much happy with my current life, maybe occasionally still missing that certain vibe or that certain someone, but on the whole I’m really quite contented overall. And I’m really thankful to my family and friends for that, it’s you guys and gurls that makes me what I am today, and with you people around, it makes my day a great one everyday. Just wanna let you people know I really appreciate your existence and presence around me, it’s you people that make things happen and thanks for rocking my life hard. You guys know who you are, heh.

So it’s yet another mellowy and peaceful night. I shall go study awhile more before I go to bed. Good night everyone. (^_^)V

Oh where are you graciousness?
Come back at one and reside in my heart
For my heart longs for warmth again
The kind that tugs my heart so longingly, lovingly
That melts all resentment, sadness and disappointment inside me
Those beloved memories that dries my tears away….