This entry is dedicated to my lovelies, the lovable friends and stuffs in my life. Firstly we have the lovely and gracious one, and also the suave-suave pianist wanna-be, lol. Ok ok don’t hammer me please, just joking haha. Syahmi’s in Taiwan now doing his final exercise, before he passes out from Sispec finally, and he’s getting his 3rd-sergeant rank in just a matter of weeks. And Grace’s gonna have her papers very soon, so I’m praying for both of them. Syahmi’s probably not going to see this, but hey man you better be back safe and sound alright, you still owe me a Sentosa chill-out session! Hehe. And what about Grace, she has been really really nice to me man, comforted me quite abit when I ranted to her abt my exam results. Really really appreciate it gurl, thanks for all that, and huggies to ya too. Can’t wait till next time I see ya guys! And thanks so much for that doggy plushie mascot and the braided friendship bands! Can’t thank ya enough heh.

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Bought this Pierre Cardin wallet during my CNY shopping amongst the usual other stuffs like clothes etc, to replace my JPG wallet that I lost a couple weeks ago. Compartments are quite aplenty with nice interior designs, and there’s also a cool and nifty metal plate at the end outside, just like my previous JPG wallet. That pretty much sums up why it caught my eye.

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Oha minna! So it’s been about 28 days (or sixhundredandeighty hours) since my last entry. Some people must had thought that this site was gonna be on some long hiatus or something. Well it’s not. Actually it’s just yours truly here, who has been feeling quite ambivalent about blogging his personal life here, in this little space on this little wired planet. But I digress. I still love writing, though sometimes due to circumstances whereby I cannot truly express or convey my feelings through my own words, so at the same time it’s also quite a semantical baggage; I felt that my entries are just a whole lot of vacuous thoughts and opinions, and I’m not someone who tends to procrastinate alot, cause it’s not really my cup of tea. (or probably it’s just because I can be quite nonchalant towards certain things or people nowadays)

So what’s new in our protagonist’s life? Of course, CNY has been good. My Ang-baos had been quite bountiful, had a fun and fulfilling KTV on lunar eve, had lo-hei with some of my bestest friends, and then some. Though I didn’t get to eat much CNY goodies this year due to my bad sore throat (I digress; I was already in this sorry state even before CNY officially started, due to the freaking weather) it was still pretty good, able to do catching up and of course bai-nian-ing with friends and relatives during this festive period. Of course not forgetting that Nintendo has also dropped off a piece of good news (or in other sense, bad for ex-DS owners?) to start off the new year, with the official announcement release of the upcoming Nintendo DS Lite (which in short also stands for ‘light’ and ‘bright’) which is basically a remodeled NDS featuring a lighter and slimmer form-factor, as well as sporting 4-levels of brightness settings. To be released in Japan on the March of 2nd, for a nifty price-tag of 16,800 yen. So some of you might ask, is this actually a good or bad thing? Well, it’s definitely good news for new DS owners to-be, who wants to try out the games on the Nintendo DS platform so far, but never got down to buying it. Well now they have a better reason to, cause it comes in a smaller and sleeker form-factor. As for current DS owners, this might be seen as been shortchanged by Nintendo, since the current NDS has only been released for about 1 year and 3 mths. (I got my imported White NDS within a month after its release in Japan) So far, I’ve heard alot of fanboys ranting about this, but sadly all I can say is this was to be expected. The same old reason why the GBMicro was released to replace the GBASP. Newer models will always overtake the old models (not necessarily deemed obsolete, but you get the idea) with technology improvements, just like how for PC technology, processors and graphic cards come in smaller die sizes as time goes by. The exact same logics applies here, for console platforms and portables. Of course, for yours truly here who’s such a gadget freak, you can be sure when I get hold of my new NDS Lite, I will do up a mini-review of it, at my site and at my expense. Of course I welcome any donations too, just feel free to leave me a msg together with your contacts or msn at the comments page, and I will be very obliged and grateful to accept your kind donations, hehe.

So all that geek-talk aside, the exam results for the GCE O-Levels has been released since yesterday. Sadly to say, I didn’t do too well for it, since I only managed to pass 3 subjects out of the 6 subjects that I took. (my aggregate for L1R4 is 35pts, fuck lor) And the thing that really shocked and shooked me, I actually got an E8 for my English. Fucking hell, the examiner who had marked my English paper really ought to be shot. Then again this is not the time to procrastinate, cause what’s over is over. Now my plans is to retake those papers I failed (especially my E Maths, I seriously need help for this one (-_-’) while I wait for my appeal letter to get accepted by NAFA. There’s a high probability that I won’t get accepted by them due to my grade for my English, but still all I can do now is hope. So yeah, that basically sums up my damn results nightmare. To be honest, I think most of my papers can still be better, cause I actually ran out of time to do some of them (especially my English and Chinese) and it was actually a real miracle I can actually pass my Art paper too, and there I was thinking perhaps my skill really rusty liao, hurhur. Still, resitting for the papers this year is not going to be an easy task, since now I have my japanese to worry about, and also the JLPT exams in December, which is another burden altogether. But I guess it’s no use giving up now, cause I’m already half-way here, and if I give up on myself now, then what for I started all these in the first place right? Might as well strive for it and try again, since you will never know how far you will go till you’ve unlocked the hidden potential within you. There’s a phrase that goes like this; Give yourself a second chance. Take a second shot. Confront and overcoming your adversity will definitely help unleash the hidden potential in you. The limit is boundless.

Sigh, ok I have to admit that I was actually pretty sad over my results yesterday. So sad that I didn’t even had dinner. (I didn’t even touched brunch, cause I woke up in the afternoon) So yeah yesterday was pretty much spent on self-reflecting and all that. And I didn’t even go for Pris’ birthday celebration; she had organised some KTV outing to celebrate her bday with her friends and she invited me, but obviously I didn’t had the mood to party thats why I didn’t go. And just a few days ago Yonghao actually wanted to call me out for a drink one to catch up on the old times, and I actually promised him to come out and go clubbing together one if I did well for my O’s. Well now because of my fucking results, my whole mood is so fucking dampened lor, knn. Don’t think I will be having any plans this weekend also, since I have no fucking mood to go anywhere also seriously.

So there you have it. I’m sorry that this entry’s turning out to be like a ranting post, and I’m sure you guys don’t really like to read something like this. I sincerely apologise again for ranting it all out here, but this entry will also hopefully make you guys understand how I fared for my exams, so please don’t ask me about it anymore ok? It’s time to move on and I wanna move on too, no use crying over spilled milk anyway.

I have quite alot of photos that’s yet to be uploaded, since I haven’t been blogging. So expect some pictures soon over the weekend, just to spice up this space here abit. So stay tuned, and have a nice weekend ahead everyone.

First of all, Akemashite Omedettou Gozaimasu to everyone. Yours truly here haven’t really wrote a proper entry ever since the start of this year, so here I am everyone. (hurhur) Hope the new year has been fine for everyone, with everyone going back to their usual school and work routines again, busy like usual. (but let’s not forget to stay fun and happy at the same time yeah?)

So it’s the weekends again. (hooray for everyone!) Well this week has been a pretty short week for everyone I believe, what with all the holidays and Lunar Chinese New Year just around the corner. It was a pretty alright week for me, ‘cept that I met into some mishap a few days ago. Lost my precious 4 years old JPG black wallet on Monday when I was out during the night, and I have no one else to blame but myself. Didn’t really got too upset over it, but am still feeling pretty sour over the fact that I’ve lost my precious pink IC and SAF 11B, as well as my important membership cards together with some puris I took with my friends last time. (alot of memorable stuffs) The cash and the rest of the misc stuffs inside the wallet is not all that important, I’m just concerned about my pink IC and SAF 11B since if someone with bad intentions picked them up, they could be misused and land me into some deep trouble. Well it’s over now and there’s no point in procrastinating, since I don’t believe that it will do any good out of it anyway. I can only pray now that somehow my wallet gets returned to some police station and the police will contact me abt it, since I had already lodged a police report regarding it during the night it happened. I guess I’ll need to go ICA and CMPB soon too to do my new pink IC and SAF 11B, since it’s already been a few days and there’s still not news about my missing wallet, and I’m actually not pinning much hope on getting my wallet back already anyway.

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Did quite abit of window-shopping recently due to the recent post-festive sales island-wide, and then just last week Nike had this island-wide sales promo going on at all official Nike outlets, so I decided to try my luck. And I was lucky enough to spot this stylish pair of Nike Air Force 1 Mid Premium (Houndstooth/Dark Oak) at The Heeren’s Nike outlet so I decided to go for it since I needed a new pair of sneakers badly. Turned out that they didn’t had the size (my usual shoe size is US10.5) that I wanted, so I panicked. Then I asked when does the sales offer end, and they told me that day (new year eve) was actually the last day of the promo offer, since it was intended to be a Christmas sale. (!) So without hesitation I asked them to help me check the other outlets for stock of my shoe size, and in the end they called and told me the Plaza Sing branch has a US size 10 left only for the Air Force 1s that I wanted and also the only last pair left in their shop. Without further ado, I immediately went down PS with both Syahmi and Brandon since we were out together that day. Went to the Nike outlet and tried out the dunks, turned out that US size 10 was actually pretty fine for me, so I decided to settled for it. Bought it for 159.70, instead of 177.50 due to 10% discount. A quick check on this site revealed that this pair of Air Force 1 Mid Premium was selling for abt 12600yen in Japan, which actually isn’t quite far off from the streetprice here locally too. So I think I didn’t get ripped off in any way. (^ ^)V

I did another check online here which also revealed that this particular model was launched sometime in Oct 2005, and is dubbed the “Euro” Air Force 1 special edition. The material consists of a mix of canvas plus premium leather, which is pretty good in my opinion though when it comes to rainy days or ‘wet’ conditions, I’m not so sure whether it’s gonna be advisable to wear them out, so I think I’d probably settle for a cheap pair of canvas sneakers to alternate btw this to prolong the lifespan of it. Then again my pair of Air Jordans IX lasted me for a good 3 years, so yea I think basically most Nike sneakers are pretty durable afterall.

Ok that’s about it, I’m off to bed now. Gotta attend Lynn’s chalet and BBQ later at Costa Sands Resort and then in the evening gonna meet up with Jimmy (seizure) for dinner, freaking long day ahead. Ok oyasumi minna, monsieur aaron out.

I’m heading out in like 10 minutes time, meeting up with Syahmi and Grace at Bugis for lunch so I don’t have much time to blog actually. Will just do a quickie summary and some thoughts about what I have for this year.

This year has been a pretty fluctuating one for me. Plenty of ups and downs, though I think the latter happened to me more often in life (heh what’s new). Yet drastically as a whole person, I felt that I didn’t improve at all. Academically wise, yes I had sort of improved, but it remains to be seen whether I will enter the school of my choice next year with my results. Ahead of me are plenty of challenges just waiting for me to hit them on, so I wonder what will happen. Of course for most who know me, I’m actually a pretty laid-back person, happy go lucky kind of guy. I always take one step at a time, but that doesn’t mean I don’t plan for my future at all. It’s just that sometimes, the fear is there. Yes I’m afraid, but honestly who isn’t about that uncertainty? But if you are not willing to even try, how would you know about anything? So yes, I will presevere no matter what happens. The motto in my life now is, as long as we believe, we can achieve.

Met and made a pretty few good friends this year, and they had wonderfully added lotsa colors into my life. Without them, I think I wouldn’t have found the emotional support I needed in my life, apart from having my family. My relationship with my sister had also improved by quite alot this year, hopefully we will be as close as now in time to come. It’s nice to be able to share and talk with your siblings when you need to when the situation arises, cause this is something you just can’t simply share or do with your friends that easily. And I’m glad things are so much different now, it feels great and motivating at the same time.

I had also been single for more than a year now. And I thought I won’t fall in love this year, but it actually happened. I met the person of my dreams, but too bad we seemingly ain’t meant to be together. (or at least that’s what I think) There’s also the pretty huge age gap btw us, so I wondered is that one of the reasons. She’s also academically much better than me, so I wondered if she did mind about that too. But frankly I’m just glad that I had the chance to have met her, the feeling of liking someone else on your own part, aka unrequited love is simply much better than not been able to fall in love with anyone at all. Those sweet memories, those are already enough for me to live by. I’m just simply contented enough to have met her in my life, really.

Pretty mixed feelings. About Love, about Friendship. I’m not sure if things are gonna look up on me in 2006, but I guess I will still continue and walk on. I still wanna believe, in people, in my friends. Just because a couple of people out there happens to be an antagonist in the story of your life, it doesn’t mean that they have to be that significant to change anything in your life. As long as you believe, you will survive. Fuck those adversaries, fuck Satan. If you believe you can overcome and achieve, you will do so as long as you make the effort to believe in yourself.

Alrights that’s about it, I’m done. Gotta rush out now. New year resolutions? Haha will do it over the weekend when I have the time. Why not you people start one first? Then maybe I can see if it can inspire some ideas onto me, hahahah. Ok monsieur aaron out! (^ ^)

Sorry for the update delay, after Christmas was over I thought I needed some time off, to sort some things out. To do some reflections, to think about my new year resolutions. Blah blah blah, whatever.

And I just got reminded yesterday night that this weekend (Saturday) is actually New Year’s eve, which means there will be more havoc and stuffs like this happening everywhere, well almost. So I guess the only solution to avoid the crowd and the shit is just to stay at home, and be a good boy. But that would be so boring, no? And I’m supposed to meet Syahmi and Grace up this weekend, since we’re planning to come out to chill. Hrms, decisions and decisions. Prolly just need to find some good alternatives, Holland V would be nice I think? I so wanna go Essential Bar to chill again.

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I slept at 6am just now, and woke up not too long ago. Didn’t really slept well over the night (or rather morning), it was a pretty on and off thing. All the waking up and turning around in bed kind of stuff. I think it must be that coffee I had yesterday night with Jimmy (seizure). Anyway still feeling pretty groggy right now, but I guess I will be fine after a hot shower, before heading out for church later, and also going to catch up with Shaun for lunch too, it’s been awhile since I last saw him.

Anyway, just a quick update. Been real busy the past few days, doing my X’mas shopping and stuffs. Not all is for me though, some are for my friends. Though I did pamper myself with some shopping therapy too; bought 2 Levi’s jeans and a very nice grey color tote bag. (which can also function as a shoulder slingbag too) Also did 2 ear-piercings on my left ear, like finally. Been wanting to do a ear-piercing since ages ago but I’m always procrastinating it for God knows why, and also cause I was busy studying and preparing for my exams for the past few months, so yeah. Now waiting for my ear-hole to be seasoned, before I go put my own ear-rings/ear-studs. My sis said I should wait for about a week or two, but Ronald tells me the best is to wait for two or three weeks. So I guess I will just leave it as it is for awhile hehe.

Met up with the guys today to chill and also for dinner, initial plans was to actually head to Suntec or Marina for dinner, but in the end we ended up in Orchard again, as usual. Heavy crowds were everywhere in Orchard Rd (as expected), especially around the Wisma and Takashimaya area. There were some incidents happening around that area yesterday night actually, which you can read up more about it over here. We were lucky cause we were on the other side actually; we were on the opposite direction walking back to Orchard Heeren from the Meridien foodcourt area, so we didn’t really met or kana any bhangras or ginna kias on the way who are so fanatic with their spray-cans trying to spray anyone and everyone that they can see or catch, which was quite a nuisance obviously. I personally think that in times likes this, especially during festive seasons, they should deploy more police to maintain and control the crowd, so no-one will dare to try anything funny. Just reading about those bhangras trying to take advantage of the modesty of the girls and xiaomeimeis out there, is seriously making me feel like condemning them to the core. This is not about been a racist or what, but just WTF, just thinking about it, it’s always the case like this that only happens during festive seasons like X’mas or New Year countdowns. Why do they come out in a crowd during a time like this, and not during Deepavali? So can we form a Chinese crowd next time and go disturb the chio chio Malay and Indian xiaomeimeis and girls? Oh please, give me a break man.

So all crap aside, I think the Christmas celebration for this year was pretty alright. Spent the night and countdown at Cafe Cartel with them, and we exchanged presents with each other. I left shortly after the countdown was over, cause I was originally meeting Jimmy (seizure) outside Cineleisure since we were planning to go Holland V to chill. He drove over from home and fetched me from Orchard, then off we went to Holland V. Was supposingly having the plans to go for some drinking, but in the end we decided against it cause he needs to drive home safely (not to mention TP was all around the island during festive seasons like this) and I also have church the next morning. So initially we decided to go to Essential Bar to chill, but cause when we reach there it was gonna close soon, so in the end we had coffee instead at Coffee Bean & Tealeaf. Jimmy treated me to ice mocha and some really nice tiramisu cake, haha really appreciate it, thanks bro. We catched up and updated each other with our lives and current on-goings. He’s actually clearing leave right now since he can’t bring over his block leave over to next year, due to his unit’s policy, which is pretty bummer actually, since I believe every NSF servicemen was supposed to be entitled to this kind of privilege if I’m not wrong. Nevertheless I believe he’s also happy in a way, since he can have more free time for himself and also to spend with his gf.

So well, that’s about it. I actually have some very mixed thoughts about Christmas this year, which has also brought me some light in terms of some matters also, which I will elaborate about it the next time, when I have the chance and the mood to write abt it. In the meantime, let’s just say some matters are really hard to comprehend or control within our own will or power; sometimes you just can’t do anything abt it yourself, since it really takes two hands to clap.

Ok I’m really running late, so that’s about it. Will prolly upload some photos that I had taken over the past few days tonight, so catch you guys again soon. Oh and it’s the birthday of Jesus today also, praise the Lord. And hope everyone will have a very nice Christmas and Happy Holidays too, laters everyone! (^ ^)

The rain dwindled to a drizzle. It was raining cats and dogs the whole night. I woke up awhile ago just now with drizzling rain still happening outside. I was having the intention of going for a morning run this morning but seeing how the weather is, the plans were cancelled. So I actually had the urge to laze in bed alittle while longer, but I figured that I should wake up and make myself some nice breakfast, read some newspapers and surf the net. And that’s what I did.

My breakfast = French toast with sausage and chicken pie together with soya bean milk with barley flavour in it, courtesy of Nutrisoy. Pure heavenly goodness, ’nuff said.

My weekend was pretty good. I had fun indulging myself with my PS2 and catching up on more anime and jdramas. First impressions of Resident Evil 4 and Shadow of the Colossus was great. Will do a short review of RE4 real soon. And not to forget I also had the chance to try out Mario Kart DS last Friday with the peeps after dinner at Esplanade Makansutra. First impressions of the game was pretty good; the multiplayer aspect of the game was very nice, you must try the 8-player multiplayer out yourself to get a feel of it, it’s really quite good. Who would have thought that something so simple like kart-racing would be so fun, and the feeling of 8-player multiplayer makes this game real crazily fun and addictive. I was almost sold on this one, if not for the fact that I’m not really a fan of Mario and gang, I think I would have bought this game for my NDS. Blame it on the amount of upcoming PS2 games I will have to get as well as the newly-released Sonic Rush for the NDS, so much that I can’t just buy any games that I want, so I’ll have to plan my purchases carefully for now.

Planning to go job-hunting this Wed after my last paper, and also go check out the Singapore Design Festival, which should be quite interesting the least to say. Anyone of you who’s interested to join me please feel free to give me a ring or msg, I don’t mind some company but I really intend on going alone myself, cause this is not some chilling session that I would usually do with my friends. So approach me only if you have the eye and interest for the design and culture, if not just leave me alone for this one. (^ ^)

I saw some reports on the recent World Cyber Games tournament finals which I didn’t go for some obvious reasons. I’m actually quite non-chalant abt the local PC-gaming culture here already, ’nuff said. But anyway, USA won CS: Source and Halo 2 (err what’s new?), China won WC3 (ahh thats something new to me), Korea won Starcraft: BW (not surprising at all…) and Japan won DOA: Ultimate (nothing new too). And Channel U of Mediacorp was doing the coverage for the event over the weekend too on TV, it was hilarious seeing the response of some of the gamers on TV, really. Still I’m giving the applause to the government and the media for making the event such a hoo-haa, cause it goes to show that gaming is also a culture on its own, and it’s not only what kids and children do. Some people and most older-generation people (including my mum) thinks that gaming is simply a waste of time, and isn’t beneficial in any sense. I hope that this mentality that the public holds will change very soon in the not-so-distant future. This will also encourage the younger generation who have the passion for gaming to fully unleash their talent upon competitions and tournaments like this in future, as a cyber sport and also further proving Singapore can also be a significant icon for cyber-gaming on the whole, regardless of how small the gaming community is over here. (as compared to Japan and Korea)

And onto other matters, I finally had a talk with her last night and got things resolved. I was truly relieved. But I also discovered something else, that there was actually some third-party involved. And I know that person as well too. Talk about friendships. This is just one ugly side of it. And I simply cannot understand why friends have to do these kind of things to their own friends. When you jolly well know what I’m writing about in my blog, you don’t have to go and be a messenger to the other person involved telling him or her what I had written, just because you felt that it was justifiable for doing so. There’s no such thing as it’s justifying for you to do something like this regardless of how close you are with that person, because it’s either 1) you simply enjoy been a nosey-head OR 2) you wish to score more on the good books of that related person in picture OR 3) you really really don’t understand what respecting privacy is all about, period.

Sometimes I don’t understand why people like to indulge in this kind of incessant talk. And yet he can still tell me he does it because he felt it was justifiable for him to do so. Oh please, spare me that crap. He was lucky I didn’t blew up in the midst of the conversation with him, I was holding back on my temper all the while and he just had to give me all that egoistic talk. Err, why don’t you try and be in my shoes, while I assume your role? Now let me start all the talking and gossiping stuffs about you to her, how would you feel? She told me what I needed to know, you don’t have to deny to me you didn’t start any conversations about me. So now tell me, in what way is it justifying for you to do something like this, to a friend? Ain’t what you are trying to do, trying to gossip at the expense of your friend’s position or reputation?

I told him off yesterday night, and he promised me not to do such a thing again. I certainly hoped so, cause I really treated him as my friend, he’s really alright but he’s just too egoistic for his own good. He was telling me sometime back about how he was been outcasted by people in his school, and I sympathized with him. I tried to cheer him up, and told him sincerely to look on the bright side of life; things will eventually turn and get better for him. But now, I somehow understood why he was been outcasted by his peers among him, he sometimes just does extra things that are really uncalled for. Perhaps he’s still young, he’s still insensible. But I certainly hoped that he understands one day that, there are alot of sides to everything, and just because you assumed that something was meant to be that way, it doesn’t have to turn out that way. Life is not all about going accordingly to the books and theories written in it, you have to take a risk and do it the alternative way sometimes. A baby doesn’t learn how to walk, no matter how much you tell him or her to, until he or she tries it and falls, countless of times. When you have a problem in life, sometimes you just have to keep trying, no matter how hard and tired you may be, at least you stand a spark of hope as long as you keep trying. Only perseverance and determination will pull you through, in those hard times you may encounter.

You are still my friend, no matter what. I won’t leave you in a lurch, whenever you need me. Just try to respect people’s privacy and know what you should do and shouldn’t do. If your friends are comfortable with approaching you and telling you stuffs, they will tell you eventually, you don’t even have to probe abt it from other people. Friendships are something meant to be mutual, not forced or struggling with reluctance.

Ok all’s well again. Syahmi’s booking out this Sat and we will be catching up for a movie, can’t wait to see him, he’s finally passing out from SISPEC. A real man in the making, haha. Way to go bro! And then finally I’m gonna see her this weekend as well, ahh I can’t wait.

Things are finally going back to normal in my life. It has pretty been a roller-coaster ride for me the past few weeks, especially with all those exams stress up there, her comments she left for me which caused me to be in a twirl of mindless struggle (ahhh, now u know you had caused me some additional emotional stress to handle =P) and some other issues I had to handle. I’m really glad things are going back to what they are, of course there are always people out there who will always try to make things difficult for you in life, but I will just live by the fact that, what doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. Yeah come what may.

Ok more updates soon. Signing out ta-daa! (^ ^)

Exams are officially over and out for me. Ok not really, I still have one Art paper on the 23rd, but what the heck. I’ll just let my creativity whack it and leave the rest to fate. But somehow I’m still not happy. And I think I’m sick. Not sick as in physically sick, but emotionally sick. Something’s just wrong somewhere with me but I don’t exactly know what’s wrong with me. Bah.

Today’s also the last day of school for primary sch kids. Overheard the announcement this morning when I woke up through their P.A system since I’m just living across the school. And that means more madness and craziness to tolerate and handle when I’m outside now, since now’s the peak of the school holidays. I certainly hope Brandon and Jac can handle the crowd at their shop during this period, which would definitely be blistering with lots of customers during this holiday season.

I have an upcoming wish list and to-do list to keep in check for the next couple months till I get my results, that is.

- Help Jimmy (gupster) fix his Maxonline cable modem disconnection problem. (and gay with him at his house)
- Go find part-time baito. I NEED MONEY. (anyone got lobang to sell backside? LOL)
- Take up japanese classes. (JLPT4 level frequency is simply not enough, higher and more = good)
- Continue with my Class-3 driving progress. (I really need to get this going man, if not how to drive my friend’s Evo IX?!)
- Build up my portfolio. (I need to do more drawings and designs man, fucking not enough time)
- Finish up my backlog of games/animes/jdramas. (sigh, can we have more than 24hours a day?)
- Resolve things with her. (this can’t go on forever man, I need her back into my life)
- Make time and catch up with old friends.

Man, that’s one long whole list of stuffs I need to get done, and I wonder how much of it I will ever get done. Nevertheless it’s something I will need to keep in check, and I hope to accomplish all of them within this grace period of time set by me and no-one else but me.

I’m soooo lacking of me-time. But I still love myself. And of course I love you my friends.

Gonna meet Jimmy for lunch later and will be dropping by Gamescore to pick up my Resident Evil 4 and Shadow of the Colossus for PS2. Yeahhh more gaming goodness! Can’t wait to get my hands on RE4 man, this is like one of the most anticipated games I had been waiting for the PS2, and it was originally only released for the Nintendo Gamecube platform. Have to really thank Capcom for their nice efforts, and so far from what I saw a couple of times when people were playing it at Gamescore, the graphics were really outstanding; the game seems to be maximising the graphical power of the PS2, and you would think that it’s so bloody amazing that the PS2 is actually already a 5 years-old piece of hardware technology. Kudos to the PS2 man. *bows in respect*

Ok signing out, but before I do may I present to you a picture of the skies that I’m living under. Later everyone!