Heyaa guys I’m back! I really should make it a point to update this once a week, if not it really defeats the purpose for this new layout and new look for my blog. Been quite busy for e past few days, juggling between my studies and building up my portfolio designs. Yes I have finally started on building up my portfolio, just trying to do some when creativity strikes me or when I’m just absolutely bored or having some private time on my own. That said, I would concentrate and focus on building up my full portfolio most probably after my exams are over, since my studies are main priorities for now. Been pretty much reading up alot on Literature recently, just like the above quote is just one of the few famous sentences extracted from one of the William Shakespare series, titled To Thine Own Self Be True.

Anyway, had a pretty good day today. Went out to chill downtown with Jimmy and Brandon. Haven’t seen them for almost a month, am glad they’re doing good. We went NYDC at Orchard next to Heeren to chill, I was actually pretty hungry since I didn’t had lunch earlier on, so I ordered a sandwich and blended mocha, while Jimmy had some pretty nice sundae pie, named Jedi Mudpie. Pretty wacky menu name if u ask me, haha. And I almost fell over laughing when the waiter was taking our orders, cos when Jimmy was placing his order, the waiter jokingly asked him if he preferred a Yoda or Obi-wan serving for his Jedi Mudpie, which was amusingly funny. The food was pretty good, I kinda loved my sandwich. It’s actually served with some roasted chicken and barbeque sauce and some other toppings which I forgotten what it was. So while we are at it, we chatted and updated ourselves with each other lives, and I also got the chance to check out the PSP’s firmware version 2.0 interface and features, thanks to Jimmy. I haven’t got the chance to upgrade my yet, but I would most prob be keeping my at firmware version 1.50 as of now, since I would like to try out the various emulators and stuffs in future, as I’m really interested to try out Chrono Trigger on my PSP after my exams. I will leave the future PSP games I would like to play and the firmware version 2.0 features to my to-be-purchased white edition PSP when it comes out for sale in September in Japan, since I really like the white color edition, so it sorta kills two birds with one stone. ^ ^;

So good things aside, I’m pretty depressed recently as well. My friendship with my girl buddy has been pretty rocky recently, due to some different opinions and minor misunderstandings here and there. No doubt we can compromise abit on our part ourselves, but sometimes when both of us tried to be frank with each other, either one of us gets very unfavorable responses or debates which gets us nowhere. So I said some pretty harsh words to her just now, cos I really got pissed off with her for her indecisiveness and her reluctance on accepting constructive comments, when I meant what I’m supposed to say. And now she’s angry with me, with tears and such after a quarrel on e phone, which I’m kinda regretting now if I shouldn’t have said those words to her in e first place. Still, what’s done is done. I would probably apologise to her tomorrow during our dinner meet-up, but I just wanna say I mean what I say, I’m a person of principle, you know me well enough. I don’t say things for no reason, and I still stand by my own words, I won’t take them back out of apathy or because you think I shouldn’t feel that way. Whether you accept my criticism anot, end of the day I just wanna let you know I’m just been frank with you, that’s all. I don’t like to and don’t wish to be fake to anyone in my life, at any point in my life. You’re my good friend and I treat you as one, so I hope I can be frank with you with my opinions, at any circumstances or situations. If you want me to think and perceive like how your other friends expected of you, I would say why not try and let yourself think and perceive why others would come to expect of you, how you wanna be, with different kinds of expectations from everyone, be it friends or family. Complicated, no? The bottom-line here is, be true to yourself and your friends, not trying to have that holier-than-thou attitude at times. In this case, despite our differences I know deep down inside my heart, ya still the girl I know, and you know I love you, cos you’re my beloved girl buddy. =))

Ok time to hit the sack, will update more again over the weekend, if I have the time. Hope everyone’s all well in life, and do have a nice and enjoyable weekend ahead of you, oyasumi minna-san. (^ ^)