I think I found my trail of light. A shimmering light of hope. It’s about time really. Time to walk out of my lonely shadows, and embrace whatever is waiting ahead of me.

She’s a pretty good conversationalist. I really enjoyed the conversations that we had, and she said something really nice to me just now that really cheered me up. Was pretty touched, it’s been a long time since someone actually said something like that to me, really really am quite surprised and happy at the same time. She also told me I could call her anytime, her phone is on 24/7 mostly, well of course it’s exaggerated in a way, since we basically spend about 8 hours sleeping out of the 24 hours, 7 days a week that we have on any other day, but yeah obviously I caught her hint heh. Would probably be calling her sometime soon, maybe tomorrow? Haha.

Everything’s pretty much still in its initial stages, I still don’t know much about her also. But one thing’s definite for sure, we both can really click, and converse with each other pretty well. I think that’s already a plus point, considering it’s really hard for me to find someone of the opposite sex, whom I can actually chat and talk with about various stuffs, and actually not getting bored. (you know some girls really can get OT etc) I mean sometimes I actually worry about what to speak with the opposite sex, trying to refrain myself from turning the conversation dry or boring, but with her, I feel like I can talk almost about anything under the sun, everything. It feels really good and special in a way.

More to come. I don’t know what’s ahead of me, or for both of us. One thing for sure, she’s pretty much the reason, where I can wake up to every morning now, feeling happy and blissful, in a state of ecstasy. It’s weird in a way, cause I haven’t felt like this for a long time, really a long time.

I really hope things will turn out to be really smooth-sailing this time. As in I hope she’s really the one for me, my future partner, probably even my future wife to-be. Afterall, I had my last relationship about more than a year ago, and was pretty devastated by it. Though the break-up didn’t really had a reason nor choice behind it, I shouldn’t really get upset over it I guess. As much as I had suffered from the emotional trauma, I believe it’s high-time that I should start moving on in life again, since alot of things in life are pretty much beyond us, and we can only move on as it is. So from today onwards, I hope I can put my past behind, and face whatever’s lying ahead of me. YES I CAN DO IT! IKIMASSHOI IKU YO! (^ ^)V