All along in my life as far as I had realised this, in my dictionary there’s no such thing as an absolute, perfect sheer of trust. Either for anyone or for my friends who are close to me. However you always tend to give a level of trust to someone whom you think you can believe in, regardless of how close he or she is to you. And of course trust has to be earned, rather than given amiably based on some kind of bias kind of faith. But at certain times, even someone who seems the closest to you, does things unexpectedly that makes him or her more or less trusted. There are also things that may irrevocably destroy your trust in a person. And once trust is lost, it may be hard to earn back.

The above afore-mentioned subject, is written in the hope to let someone else whom I trust to understand, the way of things that works around in my life. Given that no matter how trival the issue was, no matter how it has affected our friendship, it’s all passe now. I have spoken to you, you had given your explaination, how we take off from here is all up to the both of us. And I still want to say this, the reason I bothered to clear this up with you, regardless of how serious it was, it’s because I take my friendships seriously, and because I know you value your friends too, so I wanna make things work. I may have over-reacted pior to the matter, and somehow if you think I was selfish with my thoughts in the first place, let’s just say the scenario I had in my mind was all a misunderstanding, so if you felt that I had accused you of something I shouldn’t, here’s my apology again to you, I’m so sorry. (let bygones be bygones ya?)

On the other hand, I can’t believe that blasphemy poser maligned me in his blog again. And I think the guys were right afterall, this guy always likes to comment stuffs even though it’s not related to him at all. I mean HELLO CMON lah, please go get a life. Don’t you have anything else better to do than to speak evil of someone else? Do you really derive so much pleasure from writing gossips about people? I certainly do not wish to use this chance to spill your beans about your ugly stories again, even though you certainly have a huge backlog of history I can write about but I choose not to, cos it’s simply unsatisfying and I would be so silly to waste my time writing about you, when I have so much else to do. And for once, oh please why would I give treats for my own good and use it as a handle against others? Like I said, I do small monetary favours for my friends out of goodwill, nothing more than that. And if you would recalled, when you asked for a working keyboard, I gave one to you. When you need help for your website, I offered to help you with it and I did, and I didn’t ask for anything in return. Go touch your own conscience before you throw your verbally abusive words at me. And like I said earlier on to you, if you want things to patch up between the both of us, you jolly well know your off-limits, and not do things like spouting verbal nonsense like this. All I can say is you simply disgust me, so fuck off please. My impression of you just went down another notch, if you’re interested to know.

Ok I’m off to lunch. Today’s such a nice fine day so I shouldn’t spoil my day. Later everyone! (^_^)ノ”"