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May 3, 2005

Feeling Jaded

Oh gawd. Why must it happen upon me again. Sigh, having that kind of enraging emotions again. Really, really sucks, period.

Probably all that talk abt r/s stuff with Pris a few days ago when we met was the cause of it. She was on some rocky situation with her bf again, but alas everything is ok now, and I’m glad for her. But somehow all these had some adverse effects on me, and I don’t know why. Lately have been thinking about her very much, and I thought that I had gotten over her, but boy I was wrong. It seems that all these while, she has been in my heart afterall, lingering somewhere. All the while I’m actually just deceiving myself and my emotions, and deceived I was.

I hope I will be fine after a few days. And these days gaming has rather little effects on me. I can’t even seem to enjoy playing games anymore now. Maybe I’m growing up? Into another stage in life? I certainly hope not, cos I don’t like it, or at least I don’t like what I’m feeling right now.

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