Hmm let’s see, been awhile since I wrote something substantial. So let’s touch on the current affairs, both concerning world and home. Those of you who have missed the news recently or don’t read the newspapers at all (I know there are lazy ppl out there, quit denying) Japan has finally apologised for their World War II atrocities that affected South-east Asia. Honestly to me, this history doesn’t affect me at all, as an individual. Of course this has somehow a big impact on the history, especially to us Chinese. But my point is not this. What I mean is, yes people’s actions do make and change history, but why blame the country and it’s countrymen, for things that has happened for several decades ago? Everyone wants to move on, and yet the freaking China has such a big-ass ego, that still bitches and maintain its hostility towards Japan with the recent issue going on. I mean c’mon for goodness sake, it’s already been god damn sixty years, just accept the damn apology and forget the past. We don’t need more tension among countries in respect for diplomacy in the world. Let bygones be bygones. Peace be with all. No one wants a World War III for goodness sake. *shruggs*

As for the current local affairs issue, there’s this very disturbing thingy going on, about young teenage girls selling their bodies for money, if any of you has read the local newspaper recently. If this is really true, our current generation is really at stake. Frankly from my point of view, this is really sad. So what about our human values? Can we really blame on materialism for this? Or they wanna shift the blame on us guys again? That it’s because of us guys, been so freaking horny and all, that we think money can buy us fresh virgin sex? A few black sheep doesn’t account for all men, but I think this is a seriously disturbing issue. So next time whenever a girl talks about us guys not valuing our chastity (I think most guys don’t give a heck abt it), well think again. It may be because girls themselves don’t even value their own moral values at all, no offends to any opposite sex, this is just what I think. I just think it’s when topics like this, I should defend for my own gender, our integrity as males, guys. snags.

Enough of the boring current affairs shite, let’s get on to happier stuffs. Freaking finally going out to chill with my girl buddy tomorrow, Priscilla asked me out for KTV! Haven’t seen her for like two months? Really missed her, and I’m happy that she’s asking me out tomorrow. Time to sing my lungs out, I need some space to vent my frustrations anyway. Actually now I noticed I don’t really play games to constrain my disgruntlement or unhappiness anymore. I really prefer to sing it out, maybe it’s just my inner-self, the impassioned singer within me.

On a side-note, I finally had my hair cut today. Actually it was a long over-due hair cut, my layered hair was getting frustratingly long to maintain, and with the recent hot and humid weather that’s going on these days. (Whats with the weather man!) So off went my long fringe and layered back. It’s kind of neat now, but not really short either. I also did some ash-yellow (supposed to be ash-white?) highlight streaks for my hair. Perhaps I will take some pictures when I’m out tomorrow? It’s really boring to take pictures at home (some ppl obviously thinks I’m zi lian kuang!) and I also think it’s high-time to update some photos for my Friendster profile too.

Anyway, before signing off, I just wanna say something, to some of my friends actually. To Jimmy, if you’re reading this. Hey chill pal, I’m not angry anymore, but I mean what I say just now. Try and put yourself in my shoes next time, and don’t deny something when you are indeed in the wrong, what’s so hard about admitting to something you did? I know guys are all egoistic, but what I feel is that whenever we’re in the wrong, just say sorry and admit it. Excuses are excuses, in the end you’re just trying to mole a hole out of the shit you’ve created/done. No point in doing this get what I mean? Honestly I do have to apologise for the harsh tone I have used on you earlier on, so do forgive me if I’ve hurted you in any way. Actually wanted to sms u earlier on, but I just remembered you had some problem with your hp since yest, and having saw your msg you left on my tagboard earlier on, decided to leave you a msg here. Forget the unhappy stuffs, peace kay? Call you tomorrow. =)

To Martin, good luck for your upcoming exams this Sat. (I don’t wanna say all the best, cos I believe u’re already doing ur best?) So sorry I rejected your offer for going out today, supposed to hav appointments already. (but was blew off last min heh) Anyway do catch up soon ya? I know you really have a tight schedule and I really appreciate you tried asking me out whenever you had the time, promise we will catch up soon? Take care brother, and yes do keep in touch!

To Renee, gurl if you’re reading this. Sorry for rejecting your offer for the cell-group meetings repeatingly, promise I will join you guys for a session soon when I have time. Hope Nick’s drowning you now in the sea of love, hehe. Catch up soon ya? *winks*

And here’s a picture, of what I have been busy playing for the past few days. Click on it for a larger version. Well that’s all for today, signing out and good de nite minna-san.