For the benefit of the readers, in case you guys don’t understand, my entry title means ‘Nothing is for Eternal‘. Today’s entry was never meant to be some kind of melancholic talks or some stupid bitching abt some lousy day, but let’s just say it was some simple conversation in IRC with Jimmy that triggered some thoughts in my mind, and I could totally relate what he told me.

Ever since he was a young child, he kept his distance away from the crowd, from the noisy children around him and kept everything to himself. I asked him why, is it because of some bad childhood memories, he told me no, he just didn’t like to talk with the other kids. When he grew up, he opened up himself more, but in the end he saw the darker side for trusting others easily. Somehow I could totally see his point. Friends come and go. Friends come to you for help, and leaving you in a lurch when you need them. I could totally relate. Somehow I could sympathize with him. Mind you I wasn’t close with him, he’s just someone whom I knew in the gamersquare IRC channel, and have only met him once. Yet somehow, I feel that I could totally relate the things that he told me abt what happened. (somehow I seem to have saw myself back in my younger days) I shrugged for e moment, and tried to change the topic. Soon I found out he used to be a body-builder, though not anymore now, that’s what he told me. Got some good advice from him, cos I was embarking on some training programme soon, and I need some good solid advice from someone who has done body-building before. It would be a hard task for me, I need to get my eating and sleeping habits right for now first.

Anyway things aside, after talking with him, he sorta changed my opinion of him. When I first met him outside, through a KTV outing session with the Gamersquare peeps, he gave me the impression that he’s sorta those guys whom I would define as an extrovert, a very friendly and outgoing guy. But after exchanging some conversations with him tonight, somehow he gave me a feeling he was a narcissist, a solitary…kinda like me? Probably that explains it, never judge a person by the first impression, it’s always wrong, at least from my experiences so far. *shruggs*

Well finally, I’m dropping by to the church tomorrow. Finally gonna see people like Shaun, Charis and gang. I really missed them, since it’s really been sometime I saw them, gonna catch up with them tomorrow. And then later in the evening prolly pop by Gamescore if I’m free to say hi to Deli, and then go catch Valentine at Esplanade, Kane’s dropping by too, and I’m excited to say, cos I can finally personally hear him croon his beautiful piano tunes at the Esplanade! In fact I’m quite elated, cos been me I had always had a liking for beautiful places, and Esplanade is a totally cool and beautiful place to chill. Haven’t been there for months, the previous time I went down there alone, it was to get my mind off to fix a broken-heart. Anyway will definitely be looking forward to tomorrow, let’s hope it will be a totally fine weather. *prays hard*

I should sleep soon, originally intended to turn in at 12AM, if not I won’t be able to wake up later in the morning for church in time. Ok signing out now, take care my friends and stay ogenki ne! (^ ^’)