Oh my, I was supposed to be in church for morning service today, but I missed it due to oversleeping. (._.)” sigh I actually do have some confessions to make, but I believe God will be understanding enough and welcome me again with open arms again next week yah? So sorry abt it Shaun, but I do hope you did enjoyed the service today, it feels good to be at home with God yah?

By the way, I had a great night yesterday out with Shaun and gang, went to catch Ladder 49 with the recommendation of Daryl. Actually I haven’t heard of the movie before I watch the show, but it was sort of a surprise after walking out of the cinema after the show. This is a good movie, tells you about the life story of a brave fire-fighter Jack Morrison (played by Joaquin Phoenix) who went through his fair share of ups and downs during his 10 years of fire-fighting life journey. The story is depicted in an unusual way narrating from backwards to beginning through flashbacks of the main lead (but definitely not new). This film chooses to be more intimate in it’s storytelling rather than elaborate scenes of action to be the focus of the story, prob also the reason why I liked this movie, I always dig good stories. Oh and not forgetting that the female lead Jacinda Barrett (played by Linda Morrison) is a rather cute chick, my type of girl actually. Do check out the movie if you haven’t done so, worth a recommendation by yours truly.

So after the movie, we headed down to Pasir Ris Beach to The Breeze to chill out for e rest of the night, great sea breeze plus romantic atmosphere there I say. It’s been since quite awhile I have the chance to chill out like this late at night with a couple of friends, the feeling is real great. Though I won’t deny there was this particular guy in the group I hated right to the core, he’s just so irritating. And he’s such an idiot with an low IQ. Don’t ask me stupid questions like why I don’t ask you out for drinks or coffee at coffee-beans like last time, you know the true answer inside yourself. When people don’t like you, quit trying to act like a good guy and be friendly. Your actions are just so digusting that it irks me totally. And when yesterday we had to get home after that, when Daryl told me to get on his van for a hitch-ride home, I was feeling compelled but reluctantly accepted. Honestly, I wouldn’t mind taking a cab home myself instead of taking his van, but rejecting him on the spot would make things ugly, so this time I closed an eye to it. I just hope that I don’t have to see him anymore again, his past actions has already deemed that I cannot accept him as a friend anymore. Acquaintance yes but friends? Definitely a no-no.

Talking about friends, I met an old friend a few days ago at Century Square. He’s serving his NS now at Hendon Camp, also known as the Commando Camp. As usual, he looks good with his strong physique and good looks, and this time he’s attached. I was happy for him and we agreed to catch up again when there’s a chance, it’s great to meet up with an old friend once in a while. Though we ain’t that close anymore after sec sch days due to certain reasons, I guessed it’s still good that both of us still share that mutual friendship feeling after all these yrs. Like I have always believed in, having many friends doesn’t matter, it’s having a few good friends that truly matters. It’s always quality over quantity. At least for myself.

Anyway, life has been good for me so far. I’m starting to move on, everything seems ok for me again. I just cleaned and tidied up my room a couple of days ago, looks spanking clean and tidy now. That satisfaction is hard to explain, it’s amazing that after I gave a whole new look to my room, everything just seem to have moved on. Having a new blog to write on is also another good thing, it means I have already started to get out of that shadow that has engulfed me for so long. Honestly I was thinking it might be harder than I thought, since my previous relationship took almost 2 yrs to completely heal and get myself out of that shit. Now that I can look back on the past and truthfully say it’s just the past and not something that’s hindering my present, it’s that kind of gratification feeling that makes you feel that there’s so much better things out there, a greener pasture and of course better girls for you to know and get on with. It’s really amazing, I managed to logon to Friendster a couple of days ago to update my blog add in my profile, then I decided to drop by her page for awhile. Surprisingly I don’t feel a thing anymore this time, it’s just gradually..gone. Yes there are still memories, but I guessed I have already plurged the sad memories out and only kept the good ones inside me. This is definitely a good thing, something I had always wanted to achieve. So I can let go off my past and meet new girls without worrying that I will be further complicated by decisions or choices still held on by my previous relationship.

Ok enough of my rants, I sure wrote alot today…just had the urge to write. Time for my brunch and chilling out, Sunday’s a great day to chill out. Though I would want to go down Sentosa Siloso on a fine weather like this, most of my friends are busy mugging for their exams during this period. Oh well, a walk in a park would be great too. Going for a jog in the park later. Have a nice day ahead everyone. =))